and it feels as if..

my heart is being torn apart.

its so pathetic
how i have nothing to turn to but a mere blog.

ive done the wrong things
ive acted.. shit i dont know.
i just feel stupid.
apparently im "messing things up"
the "person" who told me this
DOESN'T KNOW SHIT.

ahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im easily aggravated today.
and i thought he'd understand
but there's more than just one..
one little thing that's going on today.

roger its not just our 11th month.
there's so much more to it..
you'll never understand me will you..
and will you ever be there for me?.

i w o n d e r . .