i fucking hate this

i fucking hate how you wont give me a chance
how you take back your words
ALL OF YOUR FUCKING WORDS.
how you wont even change for me
how you hurt me so much
youre AWARE OF HOW MUCH YOU FUCKING HURT ME
AND YOU DONT EVEN CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT YOURSELF.
why do you make me suffer so much..
YOURE THE ONLY ONE THATS CAPABLE OF MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY
WHY ARE YOU TAKING IT TO YOUR ADVANTAGE
saying such stupid things..
those hurtful words..
youre the only one that does this to me..
why.. do you chose to..
yeah im fucking stupid for posting these things online
BUT ITS THE ONLY WAY THAT WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER
im trying to change for you
im doing the best that i can
at least be more sensitive around me..
at least show me that you..

i cant even type anything out..