restraint,

it hurts. :|
purposely hurting myself so i wouldn't say anything stupid.
i have a semi lip piercing that's like two centimeters long and like a millimeter deep.
this shit hurts like a bitch. but i guess i'm improving. i learned how to stop myself. wooo. next goal: do it without inflicting physical pain to oneself. gosh this is really hard D: but i'm glad i actually did something. gg linnie gg. ):<
canker sores will be coming in a few days. i'm totally looking forward to those bitches D; damn.. first time i actually held it in. i feel good, but i feel like total bullshit at the same time. i guess this blog helps me get it out a bit, but yeah. its getting late, i gotta go study again. byebye.