It keeps bothering me. How he completely dropped me as a friend. He's helped me through so much.. And now I cant even turn to him anymore. I've realized what I've done. I've said sorry.. but not in person. I was too afraid to talk to him.. Too afraid to face him. Too afraid to hear what he had to say.. Too afraid to be shamed in public. My foolishness lead to a loss of a good friend. I wasn't even aware of what I said.. did.. Shit. How can I be so fucking stupid. I can't get through a single day where this doesn't bother me.. I can't get through a single night without this situation keeping me up. My conscience is not clear and will not be clear.. I don't even feel like trying anymore.. But perhaps.. I'll give it a shot. Maybe.. If I can grow these fucking balls in time. But the thing is.. I'm afraid that it's just..
Too Late.
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